My first few attempts at developing a concept map on Leadership in Schools was numbing when I realised I had constructed quite a number of them without the inclusion of a Teacher Librarian. Furthermore I had included only roles and responsibilities as key concepts of Leaders. This perhaps reflects my initial misconception of a leader from only a management perspective. Developing a mind map has been an interesting experience which has lead to much reflection. Are my beliefs and knowledge of the potential impact a Teacher Librarian can have, different to what I actually practice? Am I currently an untapped professional in the school library? Is this a reflection of how others also miss and undervalue the skills and abilities of a Teacher Librarian?
However at this point I am reminded of some much valued input that I received at our first retraining day in Sydney and that is ‘This year, just concentrate on finishing these studies, they are now your priority’. So in effect I am practising leadership skills in the personal domain by exhibiting strength and commitment to ongoing professional development, belief in what I am doing and why I am doing it and focusing on the bigger picture or long term goals.
My views on leadership in general have expanded and I find myself in meetings thinking about the skills I see played out in front of me from my Principal, Executives and fellow teachers and generally find myself in awe of their experience and skills and feel that I am most certainly standing on the shoulders of giants. I also find myself contemplating if particular teams are balanced and which of those staff are the doers, dreamers, innovators, system thinkers or relationship builders.
ETL401, 503 and 504 have provided me with knowledge, understanding and a positive attitude in relation to a Teacher Librarian in a leadership role. Burney (2005) and Samaardak (2011) suggest that leadership is not innate but learned and after all readings I am inclined to agree. Jaap (unspecified) suggests ones ego comes into play when interacting with others. I have now found receiving feedback bears an entirely new light as I begin to consider how I could have done things differently and more effectively and now attempt to push my emotions aside.
I have been acting as a servant leader but aspire to one day be transformational. The School Leadership Capability Framework seems to focus on Instructional Leadership and I do wonder what bearing this will have on future leadership styles within DEC NSW.
Sergiovanni (2005) emphasises the importance of leadership and learning and that as a leader it is important to cultivate and amass the intellectual capital needed for an organisation to achieve it’s goals. This highlights for me the necessity of professional development and training in a learning oriented school as well as networking and sharing practical skills and knowledge with colleagues through communication and collaboration. Personally this information increases my desire to embrace learning and to develop this same learning oriented culture in students.